Even If You Came Back Today

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Even If You Came Back Today

I don't want to bring out the past again,
But everything comes out at the very worst of times.
I don't want to spill out everything that's on my mind,
But I really need to say, baby, I remembered you today.
I was in the replay, baby and I didn't want you to stay.

But it didn't go like I thought it would,
I am not curled up on my bed again.
I wouldn't say I didn't miss you,
But the hope has faded away.
'cause I don't think it would ever be the same,
Even if you came back today.

I don't want to know how it'd go if things were different,
But it pains me to know how it all went.
It was the first time I had felt like that...
But things were not getting better, I remember that letter.
And how that tore me up like crumbled paper.

But I don't feel like I think I should,
I don't find you to be needed anymore.
It rained on the tulip everyday,
And now it has withered away,
'cause even if everything was alright,
It would stay ephemeral and wilt every night.

I do know now that everything's fine,
Even I have some people that I can claim mine.
And they haven't left me so far to fend for myself.
I had found you surreal, and it had felt so real,
But it wasn't long flight and I didn't even reach the stratosphere.

And even if you ever miss me this way,
And even if you want it to return to the same way,
I won't stay, cause I'm not okay.
'cause I am sure it would never be okay,
Even if you came back today.

- Tensai-Teki Kuroneko